Sunday, October 31, 2010

being a teacher.

my hometown is voting on a school levy this week.  if it does not pass we will lose: 42 teachers, all high school bussing, our athletic director, the school social worker, the band and all sports will be pay to play, etc.  this levy needs to pass for the sake of our school and the education of our future. 

there is a facebook group to remind people to vote so i joined and took a look at what people had to say.  i am shocked at how many uneducated people there are out there.  they graduated with me.  we got a very similar education.  and yet they don't see the importance of a school levy.  they refuse to vote for it because they don't want the teachers to make more.  the average teacher makes $33,671.  but that's not even the point.  the money from the levy is not for the teachers to take more.  the teachers already signed a contract agreeing to no pay raise.

if this levy does not pass, the reputation of my high school is loss.  the name on my diploma/resume will have little to no meaning anymore.  we can kiss the top 3% of the nation title away. yet one student goes as far to claim the levy is blackmail.  that if the levy isn't passed, the teachers will probably stop teaching.  fortunately for her, she already graduated AND most teachers don't go into the profession hoping to make boatloads of money.  unfortunately, a school that is known for it's great education will no longer have the opportunity to make it better.  and if there is no chance for the education to improve, we will soon be passed in rankings.  there are so many cutting edge technologies available for classrooms that our school will never have.  life is going to pass my alma mater.

this levy depresses me.  greatly depresses me.  at this point, i think i will return to studying to be a teacher and forget about this horrible levy until tuesday night when it truly becomes upsetting.  humph.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

vacation.

i took a vacation from blogging.  but i'm baaaaaaack!

so much has happened in the last several weeks.  a lot of classes, homework, field placements and office hours.  three trips to the hospital for two different friends, including brain surgery for one.  two weekend trips to different states.  a lot of classes, homework, field placements and office hours -- oh wait, i already said that.

anyways, i'm determined to make time for myself and start blogging regularly again.  i look forward to it!

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

where is the love?

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whatever happened to the values of humanity?
whatever happened to the fairness in equality?
instead of spreading love, we're spreading animosity
lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity.
that's the reason why sometimes i'm feelin' under.
that's the reason why sometimes i'm feelin' down.
there's no wonder why sometimes i'm feelin' under.
gotta keep my faith alive till love is found.

now as yourself...

where is the love?

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

:)

"To be a star, you must shine your own light, follow your own path, and don't worry about the darkness, for that is when the stars shine brightest!"

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

what is friendship?

what is your definition of friend?  what is your definition of friendship?  please discuss amongst yourselves and i'll be back eventually with my conclusion.

today has me extremely perplexed.

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friendship is...

love.  support.  understanding.  trust.  laughter.  confidant.  selflessness.  thoughtfulness.  generosity.  respect.  faith.  honesty.  inspiring.  beautiful.  personal.  reassuring.  reliable.  promises.  loyalty.  perseverance.  wise.

friendship is not...

betrayal.  hate.  arguments.  anger.  hostility.

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just my observations and opinions.

Monday, September 6, 2010

homework.

just thought i'd take a minute to blog before i start homework.


i like school.
i like school.
i like school.

i do, don't i?

Sunday, September 5, 2010

growing.

interesting way to kick off my new outlook on life.  yesterday was filled with interesting experiences.  i was placed in situations i wasn't expecting and survived all of them, even if by the skin of my teeth.  what i've discovered?  i'll survive.  it's alright, i'm okay, it ain't nothin' but another day.  and as i told one of my friends, it was a refreshing experience.  it was something that needed to happen and it was good for the soul even if some things haven't changed.

i'm glad that these situations happened.  i was able to discover my ability to handle them well.  at least i think i did.  i hope i did.  i hope that other people got peace of mind from the entire experience.  hopefully these things mean that the year is off to a great start.  this year definitely has potential.  there is more growing to do and i'm excited to see where i am 8 months from now. 

yay for learning experiences.  hello education major.